Ideals

I think there is a certain level of beauty (this is gonna be weird but just go with it) in finding yourself attractive but not expecting others to find you attractive.

Some would call that a certain level of low self esteem but in my brain I rationalize it as being the most humble level of self esteem. It's saying that you think God did a great job on your face but if others don't think so that's fine as well.

The things I think about at night time....random brain of mine.