Greatness lives on the edge of destruction...People are looking at you because in the face of destruction you pounded on your chest and put yours arms up and said "I'm still standing bring it." --Will Smith

I'm obsessed with Will Smith...Jada Pinkett Smith and their gorgeous family.

Sentiments

I'm a very sentimental person. The little things that people say to me and do for me mean the most to me. I have a memory book and in this book I write down all the things that mean a lot to me. Things that I never want to forget.

If a person would ever go through that book I think they would be surprised by how many small things are in there. I write down so many things that people say to me and put them in that book, I write down places I've been and things that I've done. I hate forgetting things, because I want to remember all the moments in life that make me happy.

I've saved movie tickets, concert tickets stubbed, written down facebook comments and phone conversations. The smallest things mean the most to me.

I think that's why when certain shows or book series end I get so upset. I was so sad when the Harry Potter books ended because they were such a large part of my child hood. When TRL ended I cried because for as long as I can remember I used to wait for my parents to leave so that I could watch that show.

I'm not a big fan of change and when I feel like something that is important to me is coming to an end it literally tears my world apart. I'm happy that I'm a sentimental person but sometimes it's hard because I hold on to so many things and people.

I guess that's just how God made me.. Nicole Magloire the girl that loves everything.

I want a Hermione and Ron kind of love.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_wSvadXodV0&feature=player_embedded

Two of the most influential men in my life. My father and my uncle. I love these two men very much. My uncle has been there for me since I was a little girl. Though distance has come between us and also other things I'm realizing that family will never fail you.

My father has never left my side and never will. He's always been there and I love him more than words can say. Thank you for literally being the best father a girl could ask for.

It's times like these where I know my faith is being tested. I know that no matter what my God will never fail me, he will never put on me more than I can bear and what he has for me no one can take away.

I'll stand on my faith and not just give this a try but fully believe that God will provide because he will. He not only can provide but God will and he will give my family what we need.

Thank you Lord for always being faithful even when we don't believe. I'm going to be strong in this time of need and believe in you and I know you won't fail us.

xoxox Nik

Raybannnnnnnnnns

"In the midst of winter,I found there was, within me, an invincible summer."
Albert Camus.

I love harry potter.

Secrets.

Everyone has stories that they're never going to tell.

Marines

Today four marines came in to my job in full gear. They were all dressed up holding their hats and they couldn't of been much older than me. I helped one of the gentlemen but a gift for his sister and his mother and they called me ma'am the whole time they were talking to me. It made my whole entire day.

Parents =D

Fact

"There's only one difference between a madman and me...the madman thinks he is sane....I know I'm mad." Salvador Dali

Revelation?

I wanna start writing my own music again. I used to write songs all the time...and I feel like I need to start doing that again.

God is so good! Healing is real!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oYjM4xrw1ds

I'm obsessed!

My brother is hands down the sickest artist I know!

I'm not a hero

"We need our heroes. Villains are awesome because they're seductive. They're alluring. They do everything we're too nice, too moral, or too frightened to do. But as cool as villains are, you can never fully root for them. It's harder to be a hero, to stay the course, to do the right thing no matter what, to never cross the line into darkness. We often take our heroes for granted, wishing they could be just as alluring, just as cool as villains, never realizing the full challenges heroes undertake."

"And if you're feeling alone know that the world can be a lonely place, but it would be lonelier without you in it." Hayley Williams

"You get a strange feeling when you're about to leave a place, like you'll not only miss the people you love, but you'll miss the person you are at this time and place because you'll never be that person again."

"The only logical reason why people talk behind your back is because you're already ahead of them."

My friends

The number game...I didn't expect people to say such nice things =]

‎#78 my bestie I'm missing you girl haven't seen you in forever hope to see you soon

‎#14 your soo freakin cool nd hilarious ikno anytime im around yhu imma have a good laugh...

‎#24 U are very unique, wild awesome, crazy, truthful, caring, beautiful && spoiled...lol But I ♥ you for u :-) I dnt want u ever to change!

#789065978 youve been my homie since the sandbox even tho ive never been to either one of ur houses lol. but yea too bad u never hit me up when ur in md *blown face*

18 AAAAHHHHH i just ♥ you like seriously. i LOVE your energy and spirit. I totally wish I would see you already feels like FOREVER since i have you. You are seriously a joy to be around so continue to be YOU ♥

#5000 FFFFFFRRRRRRRRRREEEEAAAAAAKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!! lol... I love you a thousand times over... for all of the time we have known each other you always keep me laughing and i do some of the most random things around u because you're a freak of nature!!!!!!! But you're always there to offer advice when I need it and craziness when I need that too! lol

#2,789 ... GIRLLL you were my buddy at CheltenhamI was so sad when you moved away. I love you and your whole family...You are the sweetest, meanest, nicest person I know. YOUR HILARIOUS and yu always toss out the truth. DONT CHANGE FOR ANYONE.

‎8709657. fuck u for making me remember tht # lol but um usually girls who throw up on my good pillow would cause us to longer be friends lol. but apparently your the exception! your cool tho. I like u

‎2789 ... i mean baby u r my wife soo words cant explain u ....." I am in love if that is enough with the prettiest girl n the world !!!

#69 only u would give that number..lol..but i gotta love u..we have come along way from not liking one another til now being bestfriends...i love u to death and we
better spend time when u come home for break

#20.5 I looooooove u and haaaaaate u sooooooo much lol. Jk jk jk u know ur company is the best. Love sharing jokes with u and being mean to u for no reason, and talking about ppl with u. Much Much love from over here and the rude behavior is just how i show it ;) MISS YOU

‎#789065 omg im mad u put this long number smh....but u knw u my bestie fa life! we've got into soooo much trouble together smh but i wouldnt change a thing lol

‎#16..... wow #16 lets just say i really dnt care for dark skin girls but i would def make an exception for u.... u r a very good friend im just learnin u and gettin 2 know u more and i like what i know thus far :-)

‎4789076837...My lil sunshine...you are truly a breath of fresh air and lots of fun and always give me a good laugh...

‎#16.. well hello # 16... hahaah sike naw miss you.. you real cool.... and i feel like we would have alot in commom... and we deff need to chill again and go see branch ave ......lls

Every time I get sad I want to read through these and remind myself that i have some really amazing people in my life.

Frustration

Have you ever been so frustrated that you don't know whether to scream or to cry. You don't know if you should pray or crawl into a whole somewhere until everything gets better.

That was how I felt this morning. I got so frustrated with myself and my teacher that I didn't know what to do with myself. Once I left my lesson I cried until my eyes hurt.

I try so hard to be so involved in college, actually all of the administration and professors push that on you. They tell you to be involved in plays, clubs and honor societies..do as much as you can they say.

Then they come back and tell you that you're spreading yourself too thin. That you have to devote your time to one thing, how can you be good at anything when you keep trying to do everything.

It's absolutely exhausting being a college student. I'm a Junior and I have over 20 credits, but I'm also a student Ambassador, Vice President of the comm honor society, member of the dance honor society, I have my own dance piece I'm involved in other pieces and a senior project, throw voice lessons in there and I'm planning my own senior project while being editor of the paper, business manager, working and trying to raise money for my travel abroad.

Now I listed that all out to say that I'm doing a lot right now and honestly I love it. I love being busy and having lots of things to do but sometimes I feel like I don't give the important things enough attention. I haven't been able to find a good balance, but I hope I do soon.

I'm frustrated with myself because I know that I'm doing a lot....but I don't know how you do anything else.

"It's funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception."

Wow this song is deep.

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God
When they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one laughs at God
When the doctor calls after some routine tests
No one's laughing at God
When it's gotten real late and their kid's not back from the party yet

No one laughs at God
When their airplane starts to uncontrollably shake
No one's laughing at God
When they see the one they love hand in hand with someone else
And they hope that they're mistaken

No one laughs at God
When the cops knock on their door
And they say we got some bad news, sir
No one's laughing at God
When there's a famine or fire or flood

But God could be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God themed joke or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they're 'bout to choke

God could be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one's laughing at God
When they've lost all they've got and they don't know what for

No one laughs at God
On the day they realize that the last sight they'll ever see
Is a pair of hateful eyes
No one's laughing at God
When they're saying their goodbyes

But God could be funny
At a cocktail party when listening to a good God themed joke or
Or when the crazies say He hates us
And they get so red in the head you think they're 'bout to choke

God could be funny
When told he'll give you money if you just pray the right way
And when presented like a genie who does magic like Houdini
Or grants wishes like Jiminy Cricket and Santa Claus
God can be so hilarious

No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war
No one laughs at God in a hospital
No one laughs at God in a war

No one laughing at God in a hospital
No one's laughing at God in a war
No one's laughing at God
When they're starving or freezing or so very poor

No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
No one's laughing at God
We're all laughing with God

Grey's

"You didn't love her. You just didn't want to be alone. Or maybe, maybe she was just good for your ego. Or, or maybe she made you feel better about your miserable life, but you didn't love her. Because you don't destroy people you love."

Oh hey Chris Pine.

inside the eye of the beholder

I literally gasped when I saw his face...he's beautiful.

The scarf and those buttonssss. Love.

"After a while, you'll learn the difference between holding a hand and falling in love. You begin to learn that kisses don't always mean something. Promises can be broken just as quickly as they're made..and sometimes goodbyes really are forever"

I need to breathe

Sometimes life catches you off guard. God grabs all of your plans and throws them in the air mixing them up. He shows you that everything you thought you may have wanted is not really right for you and that person that you thought would never care...may actually care.

I love life and the way it keeps me on my toes. I never know what's going to happen next. All I know is that it will be interesting. That I will not be bored. I'm happy that we've come to a mutual understand..life and I. We vow to treat each other ok..and I'm ok with that.

P.S. Sorry if this post makes absolutely no sense.

Dream come true.

Fashionable man with a gorgeous beard.

My hero

"We often ask God to show up. We pray prayers of rescue. Perhaps God would ask us to be that rescue, to be His body, to move for things that matter. He is not invisible when we come alive. I might be simple but more and more, I believe God works in love, speaks in love, is revealed in our love. I have seen that this week and honestly, it has been simple: Take a broken girl, treat her like a famous princess, give her the best seats in the house. Buy her coffee and cigarettes for the coming down, books and bathroom things for the days ahead. Tell her something true when all she's known are lies. Tell her God loves her. Tell her about forgiveness, the possibility of freedom, tell her she was made to dance in white dresses. All these things are true. "

--Jamie Tworkowski
Creator of TWLOHA

TWLOHA

We become her hospital and the possibility of healing fills our living room with life. It is unspoken and there are only a few of us, but we will be her church, the body of Christ coming alive to meet her needs, to write love on her arms.

-Jamie Tworkowski